This is an attempt to a new beginning, like past new years' effort of changing and mending ways in pursuit of a better way of dealing with life and all its intricacies.
Closures. To start with a clean state, to vow with one's self to avoid this and that, to do this and that. To leave all the extra baggage that the past year brought and wrought. To end what was needed to be ended.
... to hopefulyy start anew.